Friday, July 31

带我走

可乐觉得好累
好想逃离这个世界

[我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽留。。。]

Thursday, July 30

可乐的蠢事之你在耍我吧~

Wanted to blog about this silly incident some days back...
But was so busy that I forget... ^^
I still remembered that morning
I received a call from the bank
" Is this *可乐? There's something wrong w the cheques you banked in."
"When did you bank in your cheques?"
" How much did you bank in for your cheques?"
Yup those were the list of questions the person asked me.
I was shocked...
Cuz I really thought I wrote the cheques wrongly or my boss didn't sign properly...
*Sweat*
Then she continued...
"This is your friend Jace..." (-.-)'''
Yup Xia was so silly...
N that was 9+ in the morning when she gave me this prank call...
I really believed her at that point of time..
Of course I scolded her...
But bec of this silly incident
It did brighten up my day...
(Thanks Xia... Can see Sb v free during office hours.. Hehe)
W silly frenz and silly me ard...
Days are definitely happier ^^

PS: I'm thankful for what I have now... Cherish all the peeps I love.. ^^

Tuesday, July 14

BUSY. BUsy. busy

Was keeping myself really busy...
Whoever asked me out I'm always ready to say "Yes"
Making effort to meet up w friends whom I didn't meet for ages...
Meeting up w new friends as well
Taking up new courses or whatever I can afford...
I thought by keeping myself busy
I have no time to think of whatever and whoever
Yes, I can't deny the fact...
I'm still running away...
I'm drained...
Mentally and Physically... Tired...
Tired of work...
Tired of living in the past memories...
I wish I have this button which I can just click "let go"
And I could really "let go" easily
Or that I have selective memories...
Deleteing whatever unhappiness I want to erase out...
Guess what I need now is a break...
I want a holiday...
To re-charge...
To getaway....

拼了命勇敢的往前走^^

可乐的蠢事之我好辛苦篇

Met up with my sisters during the weekend...
Had dinner tgt
Of course with the few of us tgt
We could be really gossipy and crappy~
After dinner Xiu suddenly told me
"我好辛苦。"
I was a little worried...
Cuz I thought she was too full or what
That's why She's not feeling well..
But apparently it wasn't that case...
Later realised she felt "辛苦"
Cuz her hp ran out of batt
And she wanted to go home to charge it
Guess she can't live w/o hp... >.<
I'm evil~ Haha
Made me worried for awhile...
Haiz...

[觉得自己有点笨笨的。。。
Xiu 你耍我吗?]

Sunday, July 5

Happenings...~

Recently I was busy with my social life~
I like the current life now...
Met new ppl
Looking at things from different perspectives....
Learning to move on and be a stronger and better person :)
Of course keeping in contact with my sisters....
Updated Xiu and Km with my so-called happening life...
My life isn't happening BUT rather I make it happening...
No longer that anti-social Cola
Shld say juz a little anti-social :p
No longer that little girl who lives in her own world
N thanks to Ping...
I realise I have my dream too...
Previously was too much into my own world
that I have forgotten this goal..
I'll be working hard towards it...
I don't know how the road ahead of me would be...
But it'll be definitely not easy..

[Not easy to let go, Not easy to move on...]

对不起

再多的对不起
也无法愈合被伤透的心
再多的对不起
也无法回到过去
重新来过
再多的对不起
也无法改变你所决定的未来
再多的对不起
听多了也觉得刺耳
曾经说过
当一切都无法改变
那请你别说对不起
说了又有什么用呢
听了更心痛

分身 张惠妹
词:姚若龙  曲:郑楠

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定 几个我 住在心裡面
偶尔像敌人 偶尔像姐妹

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间裡独自面对
灰色的音乐 塞满黑夜 HIGH的像麻醉
好让翻搅的胃 安静一点 忘了全世界

分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像隻脆弱的刺蝟
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈 不停奉献 后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心 带来刺痛 撕裂的蜕变

分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像隻脆弱的刺蝟
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/355310ht.htm

[到底有几个我住在心里面呢?会有几个可乐呢?:)]